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hahaha yes, i am procrastinating, like most other people who should be studying. i tried to start today, but i was so happy that the week was over (ahh two finals on friday and studying in between, oh and writing a crap essay on thursday when it was due) and so i lounged around and watched maria full of grace on hbo. good movie. but anyway, i felt left out because a lot of people write blogs and entries addressing some mysterious person with an important message, like "i'm sorry," "i hate your guts," or "you are the object of my love" or something like that. the kind of messages that you'd want to tell someone in person, maybe? well, i guess that's what online journal deals are for, venting. but i always get curious about who the mysterious nameless adressee is when i read someone's journal/xanga/blog/whatever with an entry like that. but the adressee would know the message is intended for him/her, right? i wonder if there every is any confusion about that (which would result in more misunderstanding). so anyway, i wanted to contribute my own share of messages (even though they're fake) intended for persons with whom i have an issue tooimportantandsecrettonametheinvolvedpersonbutnotconfidentialenoughtonotmentiontheissueatall. yes, i too have complex interactions with others that make me an interesting, intriguing person and that justify my life as worthy. not. here goes.
if only you knew the feelings i hide from you.
you make the color in my life fade.
because of you, i got dust in my eye.
give me back my scissors!
well i rambled on about nothing for a while. oh i took the what your major should be quiz on jenny's entry and one of the questions is like "does the word molecular fascinate you?" wtf? i'm sure you can be a molecular biologist without being fascinated by the word "molecular" itself. other majors get questions like "do you like learning about human interaction and other cultures?"--normal questions. well the other sciency questions were normal. ahhhhh so much chemistry to study.
oh i never got that thing about "cellar door" from donnie darko.
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Saturday, February 25th, 2006
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ahhhh i have such bad time management. i can only say that it'll be better next quarter? sigh. ooh i saw a good movie: turtles can fly. eeee i really like my lab, makes me want to go into research. or maybe medicine, i don't know.
people can be so cruel. i wish i didn't care..
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Monday, January 30th, 2006
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what makes you fall in love with another person? his/her physical appearance? personality? talents? qualities? beliefs? lifestyle? a combination of all of these (and more)?
i hope that it's something more intrinsic.
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im waiting for my next class to start, and instead of reading diligently like my lab partner is, i am updating. i pretty much did no homework this weekend, just slept a lot. so jenny and i found these weird things in the feminine hygiene aisle of Target: Instead. whenever we go, we look at them and are still very confused. they're like cup things that you put up there for your period. are they like diaphragm things? there's a picture of a hand holding one and it looks huge! like an upside-down slurpee lid (except with no hole at the bottom, just at the top). check it out, it's weird.
i drove up to biola on friday and saw lauren! i hadn't seen her in a long time. biola's campus is small and homey, very cute.
gah i missed family guy again!!
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Saturday, January 21st, 2006
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ew i just noticed a bunch of particles flaoting around in the apple juice i've been drinking. yeah, i know it's been a while since i updated, but i just found the myspace i made 2 years ago and i put a blog entry in there (yay i have four friends hahaha), so i felt like i missed lj? uuuhh. oh yeah i went ice skating yesterday and fell hardcore. hahaha i felt like i was in the air for 5 seconds. then i saw underworld evolution, which is alright. fun to watch, except marcus pissed me off cause he kept using his wings to kill people (and he was really ugly). everyone in the audience laughed whenever a lycan's jaw got ripped out. hmm, i must say, the fight scenes could have been more original. sooo, jenny, call me when you can.
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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wow, i have not updated in a loooong time. um, here's a summary of my life since my last entry: graduated from high school, summer started and my brother visited, watched a shitload of anime, slept and ate a whole lot, went to british columbia and did some kickass camping and sightseeing, school started, was studying for my chem midterm tomorrow, got frustrated, am now updating. grosss. so yeah, school is basically my life, because of nasty honors and humanities core. too bad i was coerced into staying in it next quarter and taking a bio class i don't really need. ::sigh::
on a happier note, we have friday off! i might go to ucla.
umm, i can't remember anything else i wanted to say.
yay for aim at 3 am and 1 pm.
gah, my mind is blank, i'll update later.
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| Time: | 12:19 am. |
| Mood: |  apathetic. |
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hi i haven't updated in a long while. but APs are finally over!! well, i've been done since wednesday, but it's been really nice to not do anything. i love vedging. in calculus we played taboo and 99, which were really fun games. we were gonna play settlers, but steven wasn't there. garrett and jason were really disappointed. hmm today i went shopping with esther, andy, and shant for esther's prom dress. she ended up getting a really hot and elegant one, and, she's really happy with it, which is the most important thing. jenny's prom dress is really nice too! when we were shopping, shant said that i was really honest, and i guess i am. i think it was verging on judgmental and close-minded though. anywho, we ate at del taco and stuffed my face. got some free fries. but i already had my own. esther, andy, and i played some mario party and i suck a great deal. i have no reflexes and no coordination. the only time i won any mini games was when i was on andy's team and he did all the work. haha. bleh, i don't have anything else to talk about..
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:00 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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i just took a shower, and while i was in the bathroom, i took the opportunity to put a bunch of toilet paper in the toilet and set it on fire with a match. too bad it was short-lived because i had to flush it before the rim turned permanently black. i miss bonfires. so anyways. yesterday was a good day. i went to souplantation with everyone after school. i was a little disappointed but anywho. paul, steven, jeff, meit, and andy had a jello sucking contest, which was fun to watch and hear. and then i went to see sideways with jenny and garrett. it was a good movie. sad and really funny. then we went to chipotle and stayed there until it closed. but since jenny and i thought it was too early to go home, we went to target until that closed. we tested these really comfortable foambag chairs, pretended to put jockstraps on and hit each other there with baseball bats, tried on some kids' sleepover backpacks in the shape of giant cartoon characters' heads, and saw steven carmack because he works there. oh yes and i chased jenny around to hit her giant protruding snoopy head with a bat. we ended up buying socks, and i panicked when the store was closing and turning off its lights and bought everything i was holding (jenny is a pusher). so it was nice.
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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| Time: | 2:44 pm. |
| Mood: | okay. |
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i haven’t been doing anything productive today: watching some flcl, playing some serious minesweeper, sitting and squeezing a flour balloon, updating. well, i did take a poo. yay my brother is coming to visit on the 29th! now i have to get him a present. i still have many presents to buy anywho. and since i dont really have anything else to write about, i'll do a survey! reading other people's makes me want to do it too. ill steal it from shayda, who stole it from esther.
TEN Random Things About Me
10. i like peeling the shell off of hardboiled eggs
09. i've never been in chuck e. cheese for more than 5 minutes
08. i can't clap to a beat very well
07. i once said my birthdate wrong when some office lady asked me and didn't realize it until 5 minutes later
06. i really like big buttons
05. dried salty plums turn me into a slave
04. i often like to imagine what it would be like to be stuck in a small empty white room
03. i can't do a pullup
02. i don't like non standard paper (like wide ruled and 8 by 10.5)
01. my closet door does not close properly
NINE Places I've Visited
09. the monterey bay aquarium!
08. cuba
07. napa valley
06. virginia
05. north carolina
04. new brunswick
03. hawaii
02. the band room
01. the top of mount pinnacle
EIGHT Things I want to do before I die
08. go bungee jumping
07. name an element, even if it'll decay 7 nanoseconds after being created
06. go to europe
05. learn how to speak japanese and go to japan
04. buy ultrahouse
03. learn how to play the guitar and drums and remember piano
02. find some small deserted island in the pacific and declare it mine
01. populate the universe! or maybe just see an aurora borealis
00. learn how to snap like narges (bang! bang!)
-01. learn how to use adobe photoshop and maya entirely
SEVEN Ways to win my heart
07. smile (and smile some more)
06. make me laugh
05. have a cute face
04. be smart
03. not care what other people think
02. do cute and swoon-inducing things
01. give good hugs
SIX Things I believe in
06. choice
05. DNA determinism
04. counselors and office ladies are part-time workers in tollbooths
03. at the pole north, there is a stick representing the earth's axis (and if you walk around it, you've gone around the earth!)
02. chaos
01. love
FIVE Things I'm afraid of
05. getting a papercut in my eye
04. a drop of some sort of liquid running down my arm
03. someone in my family dying
02. being tortured
01. my gradual change into an americonne
FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom:
04. my calender
03. my lamps
02. my computer
01. my books
THREE Things I do everyday
03. change into comfy clothes
02. eat
01. talk to myself
TWO Things I am trying not to do right now:
02. pop my flour balloon
01. have a nast party with myself
ONE Person I want to see right now:
01. claus valca
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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| Time: | 10:23 pm. |
| Mood: |  mellow. |
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yay today was a good day! i went to the mall with darling esther at 10 in the morning. we went to find christmas presents for our moms, but we also ended up buying things for ourselves. saw really cute shoes. but there were so many people, it gets annoying to walk around. we saw so many people there (kaushall, arti, septna, anu, elaine, and we knew that jenny, jen, abe, and reshma were there too). i got this grape smoothie from volcano teahouse, but it tasted like watered down candy sugar water, and i usually love grape. after the mall we went to my house to, um, dump black water in some shady drain. wearing dishwashing gloves and assuming the asian position. (hehe in front of someone else's house. ha not really) then we soaked in the jacuzzi and talked like in the good (not old) days.
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Friday, November 12th, 2004
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hi! im back from non-updating. for a while i really didn't feel like
boring anyone with "i did this today, i went here, my life is a bland
blob of poi..." (poi is this hawain sweet potato pudding that tastes
absolutely nothing. its like eating water pudding. well, ive never
eaten water pudding but thats what it would taste like. except poi is
this grayish purple that makes looks as bland as it tastes. at least if
it were white or something. they say you should eat poi with something
else. so to go back to my my life is like poi analogy, i would need
someone in it to make it tasty. but no one wants the poi.) but o well,
i suppose this is what lj is for: writing about how you just discovered
that your carpet has 5 different colors amid the overall berber color
and that you dont know what giant baby bottles are for. or something.
ah well, if you've gotten past the poi stuff, then i suppose you want
to read about what i did? today i ate at pixk up stix with esther and
andy. ate some really good shrimp. i dropped one on the table, and i
was gonna eat it until esther pointed out there was hair on the table.
then we went to rite aid for some candy; got crush grape candy canes
and esther got orange. we shared this ribbon candy that looked so good,
but when we opened the box, it was so disapponting. the ribbons werent
as thin as i thought and the flavors, like lemon, were gross. we went
to the library for key club (jenny and i made fun bookmarks with
reading pick up lines) and back to borders to study for math. fun fun.
ooh, yay tommorrow is fall rally for key club at magic mountain!! im
excited. i love roller costers.
hm. im gonna work on college apps now. in retrospect, i wonder why i wrote this entry. poi? candy?
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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:48 pm. |
| Mood: |  cynical. |
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i really like the wheel on the mouse.
today was fun. i got to volunteer the whole day. and sing (learn) children's songs like oldmacdonald and that spider song. and then i hung out with estherpoo! yay we got to sing and dance naked (haha no steven). but we did sing songs and we recorded them for pure embarrassment. i witnessed some live family drama and some live soap opera. o gosh, who would want to have a special friend when all you do is... um ,well. i wouldnt know. anywho, i forgot all that i was gonna write about.
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| Time: | 12:37 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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hello. nothing intersting happened today. i went to elite, came home and watched i love the 90s on vh1. really funny. anywho, the point of this update was for this: I.Y.P.B.Y.S.P.I.O.A.S.I.A.E.A.C.A.L.T.O.R.S.B.Y.T.T.S.S.D.R.Y.F.A.N.O.W.N.
If you can figure it out you win money. a lot. and im not kidding. good luck! you'll need it.
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| Time: | 10:23 pm. |
| Mood: | shaky. |
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hello everyone (probably about 3 people). today was good. i volunteered with esther in the morning. had some pretty nice mashed potatoes and cheesy ranch, eh? hah jk. we had some nice frozen yogurt and soup and ravioli and salad. then i came home and collapsed. talked on the phone for a bit with bestest esther, or more like sang on the phone and listened to her beautiful voice. then i finished my box and took a walk with the mother. came back and took a loong bath. i just wish the bubbles wouldnt go away so fast. the reason im shaky is because ive been trying to kill this gigantic fly thats been buzzing around in my room. it is so big and it keeps bumping everywhere and flapping its wings. brr, i hate that sound. and i hate when things fly by my ears, makes me panic. so i finally got the thing after mutilating my wall and some magazine. i was about to finish it off, but it made an incredible getaway. i dont hear it buzzing around anymore so its carcass must be lying around somewhere in my room, waiting to be stepped on. with my face. i cant wait.
so anywho, you guys are now wondering why you read that.
i get to go to elite tomorrow. hope you're doing something better.
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| Time: | 9:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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helloo. im glad to finally be home, even though i had fun and all in santa cruz and vegas. twas lots of fun. and i finally got to read all of my yearbook entries!! (a certain somebody's was soo nice!) people that still need to sign it: jennifer, esther, andrew. ill MAKE you. i dont care that the year is over. i still have to sign jennifer's. anywho, i visited family friends in santa cruz (actually, its moss landing, near santa cruz). they live sort of in a rural area, where there's a horse next door and where they grow their own compost (not crap, steven may) and eat vegetables from their garden. quite refreshing, only there's a fuckload of earwigs. fucking insects got into my luggage and i found some when i got back. they crunch when you kill them and this juice that smells like death comes out. i visited the monterey bay aquarium, ate crab, went kayaking, walked on a beach with dead jellyfish and whales all over, and saw harry potter. really good. harry potter and them are growing up. harry's hair is getting cute. i didnt get to go surfing, however, since the waves were too little. yeah, missed you guys. i was excited when esther, who was out with friends, called me on saturday night. then on the way back on wednesday i got sick. coughed up nearly half my internal organs. the only good thing is my raspy voice. and my lost sense of smell. still, i could smell, and inhale, the smoke from the fucking smokers in the casinos in vegas. maybe im just mad because it makes me have asthma, especially when im sick. but ive never seen so many of them fucks aggregated in one area. anywho, visited many casinos. i like the venetian, where its a mini-venice, with gondolas on the mini-river and singing gondola-steerers. the ceiling in there is like a sky. luxor was nice too, i like the egyptian theme. my parents were such tourists. they had this map that they referred to every minute. we saw the lance burton show. very cool. he made people and cars disappear and switched bodies with people. then we saw the blue man group, wich was grand. i wanna see it again sometime, since i heard that it changes constantly. there are so many little papers advertising prostitutes everywhere in vegas. they even tried to give some to me. i wonder how much those people that pass out the flyers make an hour.
i hope everybody had fun while i was gone.. today i played with esther. we rented bridget jones's diary from the library and watched it at her house. it was so cute. i really like renee zellweger.
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Me & Esther are holding a SPIT competition soon. Us against you. Cucker. Bye.
P.S. I missed you.
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i was reading esther's xanga and i took this from it.
NAME FOUR BAD HABITS YOU HAVE:
[1] i dawdle way too much.
[2] i stare at people without realizing it.
[3] i get lazy.
[4] i can be a brat to my parents sometimes.
NAME FOUR THINGS YOU WISH YOU HAD:
[1] wings
[2] a robot
[3] boobs
[4] a time machine, or a remote control that allows me to rewind, fast forward or pause time
NAME FOUR PEOPLE THAT KNOW YOU THE BEST:
[1] dad (stepdad)
[2] mom
[3] bestest buddy esther
[4] oh, i dont know.
NAME FOUR THINGS YOU WOULD NEVER WEAR:
[1] pink pants
[2] a tight purple pearly body suit
[3] acrylic nails
[4] a crocodile patterned leather jacket with frills
NAME FOUR THINGS YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT NOW:
[1] the end of school
[2] alice paul (my history project)
[3] going outside and telling those noisy kids to shut up
[4] being 8 again and playing with them
NAME FOUR THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
[1] went poo
[2] ate breakfast
[3] frolicked
[4] washed my face
NAME THE LAST FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE BOUGHT:
[1] microwaveavble french bread pizzas from costco
[2] grapermelon juicy fruit gum
[3] wasabi flavored chips
[4] sat II book
NAME FOUR BANDS/GROUPS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW YOU LIKE:
[1] the cure
[2] beth orton
[3] alanis morrissette
[4] aha
NAME FOUR DRINKS YOU REGULARLY DRINK:
[1] naked orange juice
[2] naked berry juice
[3] milk
[4] water
FIRST GRADE TEACHER'S NAME: Mme Ouellette
LAST WORDS YOU SAID: bye
LAST SONG YOU SANG?: let's go to bed, the cure
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED?: my mom
LAST THING YOU LAUGHED AT?: my cats attacking each other
LAST TIME YOU SAID I LOVE YOU AND MEANT IT?: when i say i love you to my parents
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: uh, cant remember
WHATS IN YOUR CD PLAYER?: boomkat
WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING?: not wearing socks
WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?: clothing (in the drawers under my bed)
WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?: 9:45
CURRENT TASTE?: grapermelon gum
CURRENT HAIR?: tied up in a scrunchie
CURRENT CLOTHES?: white and gray pajama pants and my "ouate the phoque" t-shirt
CURRENT ANNOYANCE?: having my history project to do
CURRENT LONGING?: being able to freeze time
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?: picture of gally (from gunm) in her motorball body
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| Time: | 12:46 pm. |
| Mood: | mellow. |
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hello.. ive been researching for my history project all morning. but i have yet to start it. yesterday esther called. then i went shopping with my parents for balcony furniture. we got this really comfortable big round chair thing among other things. i havent really done anythinh else this weekend. well, i did watch some movies. i saw the league of extraordinary gentlemen (only because my mom loves sean connery), which was kinda poo. i saw the italian job and it was good. um, nothing else interesting.
ooh, got this thing from jenny.
| I | Industrious | | S | Slow | | L | Little | | I | Insane | | P | Pretty | | B | Boisterous | | A | Accurate | | N | Noisy | | A | Amorous | | N | Neglected | | A | Adventurous |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
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| Time: | 10:42 pm. |
| Mood: | good. |
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hi. i just came back from the swimming banquet. very nice. but very long. the restaurant was all pretty (in the hills) and i got to see my swim friends all dressed up. the stupid valet parking system sucked though. we had to wait for 30 minutes for them to bring out our car. stupid. but anywho. this weekend was quite fun. my uncle/family friend from canada that i havent seen in three years is moving to california and visited! i was really excited. hes a really cool guy and he says stuff like "if you wipe your ass more than three times, its a sexual act." and random stories about rationing toilet paper. im looking forward to going surfing with him.
late start tomorrow! yay sleeping in.
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rushed.
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busy.
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predatory.